jing_hui

i think my livejournal got cobweb alrdy :x it has been a reallllllly busy sem i dont even have time to rant! 

many things have happened these 2months:

1. my first try at a dance battle! it was exhilarating although really scary :))))) 
2. many many dance performances!

3. meetup with lovelies (i dont have photos w ling >:( JENNAAAA)

4. curled my hair :D every girl friend says its pretty AND almost every single guy friend says it sucks -.- hah

5. exams D: 
6. bird park and the zoo! (I am taller than giraffe :))
 
7. happy feet 2
8. watched oschool recital 2011 (INSPIRING :O )

and its finally almost dec :D christmas is coming and im excited! watching WICKED too!!!! omg cant wait :D and meetups with lovelies, MJ dance camp, mani w nana, titanic @ MBS, bake.... OHMY i think i wun have time!

AND dec will be, as usual, packed with dance rehearsals. next sem will be worse than this sem with Impresario dance comp, HOCC dance comp, SP dance. i need to choreo and plan and everything while havin 6-7 mods D: oh dear hopefully dec wil be v v productive! so that i wun die next sem :x and did i mention i hate chinese new year??? glad and annoyed CNY so early next year cos 1. I only have to listen to CNY songs for less than a month but 2. i need to springclean in DEC also. grrrrrrrrrrrrr stupid CNY!

excited for 2012 :))) i am turning TWENTY-ONE! i believe the mayan calendar stopped because they want me to remember that 21 is a whole new chapter for me :) i simply refuse to believe in the end of the world crap cos i have so many more dreams to pursue :D and its the 2487629845th time someone says the world is ending hah. the world WILL end someday, but definitely not in my time. i cant wait for photoshoot (LING PLEASE COMEBACK IN TIME OK <3) and party! waiting for Prive to reply me fingers crossed it isnt too ex! starting to plan fr my birthday and its making me v excited :))))) YAYS

many exciting stuff coming up in the next few mths i cant wait :))))))))))

<3

 

every single time i do math i think of how my daddy laughed so hard at the fact that i STILL need to do math. -.- 

sometimes the things u hate most is the stuff that stays w u for life huh. 

anyway, busy week's almost over! 3 tests in a week wow. and math smmore tmr grr. life's been pretty tiring, dance dance dance everyday i need lifetime supply of salonpas (i have a big stack now thanks to sponsorship from my mum hahah). but happy yay i got into MJ! just tt v tired :x hah. got prac ltr again, then stil got hall dance till midnight whoops. 830am lesson tmr eek.

met up with the girls on tue :) quite a regret that we could only meet for 2 hrs though. the next time we'll ALL meet again is when? idk :\ sometimes i wish that life would just pause and we can do what we want, not get caught up in all these hectic stuff. :( but on the bright side things havent changed much and im thankful fr it (: <3 i think the only thing that has changed is how much more bimbotic we all got, gosh. hahahha.


been doing alot of reflection these few days and im so thankful for hall. some of the best days in my life (we allknow WHY) and ive learnt to appreciate my parents better. even though they are stil imposing a curfew on 20 year old me -.-, or stil nagging at many many stuff. nevermind hah. i suppose it isnt easy on them either. in fact, im lookin forward to a proper family lunch at ion on Sunday (: cant wait. 

ok back to studyin for math. ugh gross.

-jinghui-

after worrying so much after practising so hard, i entered the audition room.

the first time was all right.

second too.

and then we split into smaller groups. when it was my turn, i danced 1 eight and i blanked out. :( for real for good i just stood there and tried to catch up but it was too late :((((((( so technically i blanked out all the way until the last move. :(((((((

the most impt try and i screwed up :((

70 out of 400 ppl- the chances are small le. :( sigh.

1.5 mths have passed since i last posted (: so fast! was super duper busy, lotsa dance (and i really mean LOTS, like everyday!!), studio wu musical, birthday, meetups, Voyage circus show, movies. :D seems like just yesterday tt i went HK cos im stil having withdrawal symptoms. the urge to buy all the cute disney stuff! :x heh.
 
but omg half of july's alrdy gone!! D; school starts in 2 weeks, and MJ auditions next month or early sept, and all that ive been doing is mainly GHH. how now brown cow!! D: no time for open classes then howwwwwwwww. eek! :\ but heh last day of school experience today- secretly glad i dont have t wake up so early anymore D: far too early for me i wanna sleep more. hah. (: and potter tmr, pretty eggcited about it hehehehe. finale! finally! :D tmr's dance wil be v v v v v longggg hehehe. crowd wil be crazy many many people but HAH ive booked tickets!! :):)

within these 3 months i did so many things that i didnt/couldnt do last time. (: this fresh start seems to be a huge blessing in disguise and im thankful for it (: the painful days are fading, and things are back to normal (: it wasnt that the 3 years spent was useless- ive learnt so much, matured, and im glad it happened no matter what ending the story had. time to tie up all loose ends soon.

scary tuesday next week eeeeeek!! but ling's coming back soon YAY!!!

-jinghui-

back from HK few days back, but so tired! haha. and i just uploaded photos onto FB. since morning. i swear its hard work. kudos to ppl like jenna and wanyi who always upload damn fast! (so for photos just go FB k! so lazy t post here hahahahahha)

just saw yahoo news and a flight from france airline crashed. :\ quite scary, what if it was my plane when i came back? gosh the turbulence was so damn bad, my whole cup jumped and flew off table. it was damn scary. i'll always be grateful and thankful to pilots from now on. :\ but it was a big reminder to cherish what i have now. im glad to be who i am, and where i am today. <3 no doubts.

holidays is almost half gone, and with nothing much to look forward to. okay maybe studio wu recital but im so tired. :\ :x and birthday but i dunno whr t go yet too. and i haven finish my choreo and my sessions are next week DIE. :x working on some weekends too eeeeek i cant wait for july so i can rest,bake and laze around! and i cant wait to go overseas again :) japan next! :D and hmmm results are out, quite happy. GPA is 3.5 now! not excellent, but passable. need to work much harder. :)

holidays is great for meetups and im so glad ive been meeting up with ppl i love (: meeting up w nana again once she comes back YAY (: and meanie! but OMG IM GROWING FAT OKAYYYYY eat and eat esp in HK now come back also keep eating. dieeee my appetite is big again! grrrrr. need to cut down!

PC show is coming soon im so tempted to get a new camera. and ive decided to get iphone. (with LDS + bonus, all my wants are almost free!) hah. took me a while to decide on iphone cos its so convenient w all the apps. so ma fan my itouch cant search for stuff when i need it the most. grr. and i decided not t get bb after all cos the screen really v small. :\ dont like keypad too me <3 touchscreens hehehe.

okay need to go soon. dance again yikes. ive stocked up on boxes of salonpas hahahah. dance every single day!

-jinghui-

 for all my friends who've helped me along the way or lent me your shoulder- thankyou(: you know who you are. <3<3 im still picking up the pieces, but things are so much easier with you guys pushing me and helping me along not allowin me to mope around (: <3<3 iloveyou!

exams have been taking my mind off things, and one paper down! hah. lots of stuff lined up after exams also, quite excited (: pretty sure they'll take my mind off things too.

1. shopping & baking!
2. meetups with friends (:
3. flea- come ok im selling stuff :D
4. lots and lots of dance YESSSS! Oschool + Danzpeople!
5. Studio Wu recital!
6. Universal Studio w ting and jo :D
7. HONGKONG w ting :D:D
8. DF chalet
9. my birthday! i think i shall throw a small birthday party. (:
10. practicum (i hope i get posted to my pri school :))
11. DF production

yikes i think i wun be at home most of the time again eek (: but omggg i love my studiowu recital item i think its the nicest girls hiphop choreo ive ever done :D yays!

ok back to studying (:

-jinghui-

i know i havent blogged in 2657298645829345 years but ahh just so damn busy! assignments, exams, dance, studio wu! eeek.

exams are in 1 week+, and im worried eek. although been doing pretty ok for assignments im stil worried for exams. :\ modules are pretty tough this sem :\

and i cant wait for exams t end so tt i can dance more! :D Oschool + Danzpeople yay! studio wu is far too expensive, and i think oschool and danzpeople instructors are just as good. (: cant wait!

everyone around me is stressed, and baby's too. :\ im sorry ive been neglecting you recently love, not being there to support you. :\ i know you feel damn sian about sch and your research, but when the whole world is against you, you stil got me okay. <3 <3 i love you!

ok back to studying.


all's well wil end well.

-jinghui-

HOCC's done, time to start studying already. need to stop all distractions and focus, lots of assignments due too.

yikes!

-jinghui-

to everyone who's reading this: if i snap at you, get annoyed very easily, look moody and keep quiet in your company, please dont get angry with me okay. im really tired, and irritated ):

hall dance everyday till close to 2am. and some ppl just annoy the crap outta me. irresponsible. competition in one week plus, and so much thing we havent done yet ): really v stressed ): plus rehearsals at actual event place omgggg

badminton tournament finals. stupid irritating thing always annoyin me it wont go away! ): i want to get over and done with it gosh how much i hate the sport. arrrrrrgh

DF + studio wu. dance practices to prep for recital and production. so many choreos i cant remember ):

anniversary and i havent prepared ): i scared no time how how ):

ASSIGNMENTS. D:D:D:

holy shittttttttttttt

-jinghui-

one of those days im moody but hide it inside

i want to be alone.

finish up my stupid pile of work

get things straight and right

start crossing things out on my diary

cry out all the pent up stress

tomorrow will be much better.

-jinghui-