jing_hui

one week's passed and many days've been spent with my love. :) either lazing around, eating or.. lazing around. hahaha. :D

baby bought me a pair of stitch bedroom slippers for Christmas! :D its adorable. :D heheh. and a stitch coin bank! and stitch letter pad! and a FAT santa he claim looks like him. hahahhaa. the slippers is my favouriteeee. :D :D :D will post photos like uhh. soon. really. :)

went shopping with baby today! bought my Zara flats, YAY! :D didnt see any dress i like though. and i bought Salvatore ferragamo's hair conditioner full size. :D :D its friggin good i swear. and i spent alot on food. :x whoops. and ooh, we caught a stitch, and a mickey+minnie for his bro. :) ehhehe. im v happy today! :) though 313 was a tad disappointing.

oh yeah, i start teaching already and i love it! :D its damn tiring, but i like it nevertheless. :) the only bad thing is preparing my own materials..... its really time consuming and tiring. :\ but i guess its just a matter of getting used to it. and hahahahahha i created a comprehension passage on PENGUINS. ;) how cool is that whether they like it or not the children have t read what i love! teeheeee. but yeahh will start full time next week already. :D

omg, i just realised Valentines 2010 falls on the same day as Chinese New Year Day ONE. wth! :( and results out soonnnn. its always niggling at the back of my mind :( nie nie nie pretty please!

ok i shall go rest now. (: have a class tmr t conduct!

-jinghui-

im gonna sign contract on wed for the teaching job. :) quite excited!! now im really busy. i have to: 1. write an assesment book 2. teach max 10 classes 3. prepare my own materials 4. meetings 5. plan excursions how cool is that. :) :) i might take up one more job though that dont need me to have long hours. teaching only start earliest 230. :\

anyway. bookfest was great! :D bought lotsa stuff. :D whiteboard markers on sale too! and stitch stuff :D yay! and i exchanged presents with chang and ling, quite pleased they like their presents. :) and tcc didnt fail me again. :D 

went back t work today. i hate travelling to the East. i have t do it again tmr :( dont like it! and classes all v big now so i have t carry alot stuff. my arms are aching like mad. :( but ok the pay is good worth it. :)

today was a bonus cos i get t meet baby last min :D and i get to play with eliza :D v cute, i danced with her and went "sha la la!" hehe. and played with hannah too who cant talk yet. :D hehe. ok i need t rest now. byebye!

-jinghui-

DVC finally end alrdy. im entirely drained, but feeling quite happy. :) wil upload photos soon. and i think i may just sign up as leader agn next june! :D and i got my cheque today alrdy. ;)

it's 18th alrdy! in a week or so, more money wil start rollin' in baby!

i want t rest now. tmr have work again. :x and interview! now i really think i shall take up the tuition job. cant be bothered with relief teaching alrdy :(

-jinghui-

im damn tired.

running after 19 primary 4-6 kids is no joke. :x

"___, stop running onto the road!!"

-2 seconds later-

"EH!!!! dont squirt water at the ants! would you like it if someone does that to you???"

-5 seconds later-

"_____!!!!!!! i told you not to do that! you see! hurt yourself already!!"

i felt like i have 4 eyes and two mouths. and many arms. zzz.

tue and tmr wil be damn tiring, cos its excursion days. OMG. im so tired until i cant be bothered t take photos. :|

the worst thing?

"jiejie, wont have anyone ten times as big t squirt water at me and drown me."

-faints.-

19 kids, 3 MAJOR troublemakers. the girls are perfect little angels. now now, im not stereotyping here. its true. :\ ok 2 more days to go. i lost weight already. maybe this is a blessing in disguise. hahaha.

nonetheless i had fun. :D children are lovely and as much as the troublemakers piss me off sometimes, one of them is very cute. He'll snigger and giggle and come up to me and go "jiejie, when's morning tea??" i wil forget that i just scolded him 5 min ago. :)

-jinghui-

I simply refuse to put happy things with that taxi post. hmph.

today i went for interviews :) flighty me cant decide. i dont think i wanna work at childcare anymore. the pay is horrible. i might just decide t go for the kovan one, hopefully the position isnt filled yet. relief teaching... sigh. forget it, really. called several schools, all dont need. :(

how fair and life is huh.

anyway went on a mini shopping trip with baby today! :D and then we ate fish and co., and sat the place where we had our first date. :D i really like kola tonic cos im stil craving for it. now. :x hehehe. <3 happy happy! :D

ok i think i shall go to bed now. :) im tired after ranting.

-jinghui-

my daddy just chose a really wrong time to talk about "what if i dont get into NIE"

and baby's typo error just made me lost it.

i feel like a total crap and failure.


-jinghui-

I didnt get teaching attachment.



thought i would.


-jinghui-

i enjoyed myself tremendously the past two days teaching. :D :D initially i was bit worried im not good enough but 15 min into the class i was feeling so at ease it surprised me too. its like.. i dunno, the nice, fuzzy feeling. :) and when the children came up to me personally after the lesson to tell me they enjoyed the class, i was trying so hard not to cry. :x

and the best compliment i got was from one of the children's parent, and she said I was great with children and i should pursue the teaching career. :D i felt really really happy. :) :) :D

ok tmr is my rest day, no jobs, so gonna go singing with baby and my parents :) :) :)

and zzz i think one of the interview i kept changing the time i think the person in charge is about to kill me. :x whoops. but ok set it on saturdayyyyyy :) i cant decide if i shld take up the kovan tuition offer though. hmm.

and UGH. sometimes, i wish i can shut sm1 up. how frivolous. i think, patience really is a virtue.

and! :) days after A's AND my baby's exam is great. finally after all the hustle and bustle, i can spend some quality time with my love <3. :)

-jinghui-

just looked at street directory + bus directory t know how t get to the various CCs. im already having a headache looking until tuesday's. :\ will see again on tue for wed. :x

another tuition centre called after i sent my resume! :D managed t slot the interview in btwn my 2 classes tmr so im literally gonna run arnd Singapore. :x why isnt the circle line completely open :( :( :( but yay ok i think interviews are damn fun and i enjoy them :D my daddy says im weird because interviews are supposed to be tiring and scary. hahah. but i think the only interview i'll freak out is the entry into NIE one. but, i'll have t see if i pass my econs first. stupid econs.

ok i need t prepare for tmr's lesson. :) im keeping my fingers crossed that only i can bully the children and not the children bully me. :\ hahahaha.

-jinghui-

i still haven't received any reply for teaching attachment :( they said early decemberrrrrrrr :( :( :(

on the bright side im v excited for monday :) and yet ANOTHER interview on tue :D today i was offered a tutoring job but the parents insist on afternoon which i cant :( so hmph. oh well. i feel very very busy! :x

not in the mood t blog so byebye! :)

-jinghui-

job officially starts on monday :) went for training to know what t do and haha its v informal. and i get to play with one of my bosses' children! Emma and Evan. how cute :D and they sang 月亮代表我的心 with me. XD how cute is that! :) :) :) but Emma pasted a sticker on my hand which i lost :( sniffle.

ironically, i will be teaching maths. -.-" you know ppl always say what you're afraid most wil always come to you?? hahah. its true.

and its damn annoying, that the workshops that needs me most clashes with my discovery camp. -.-" DC better be DAMN fun and good, esp with the measely money.

interview for tuition tmr :) keeping my fingers crossed. but ugh sent many resumes but only one or two tuition centres replied :( when i get into NIE, it'll be a whole different story. >:(

and my teaching attachment no results yet :(

-jinghui-

wasnt feeling exactly too happy just now right after lit.

but now, im damn hyper :D apart from the periodic worrying, im quite happy. :D but yeah i keep thinking what if i have t retain OMG :( ok nvm.

cant wait for my jobs to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D gonna collect materials for my teaching workshops tmr + interview. :D and then there's discovery camp! and another interview for teaching on saturday. :D yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D im still waiting for my teaching attachment results though :( i HATE waiting.

the only bad thing is i cant hit my 3k target. ok i was too ambitious :x i want money money money! :)

off i go to bed t prep for interview tmr! :D i love interviews!! :D

-jinghui-

yesterday baby's little birthday bash went very well. :) very pleased! teehee. :) i love you baby!

today my study schedule is kept and im way ahead of time. :) i feel numb and slack readin the same stupid stuff again and again. I really think i wanna teach geog after all. more substantial.

today i went for an interview and got offered the job. I rejected it in the end, despite it being the kinda job i really want because it clashes with coaching. hopefully i will another exactly the same, esp joyhouse.

and today, i realised deep down how dearly i love my naughty little children and how attached I am to them. and i realised coaching with baby actually means alot to me too.

now i finally know. <3

-jinghui-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE! :D hehe. focus on your paper first ok! i'll see you later! :) <3 jiayou!!!

some things will never be forgotten, wont they? :(

-jinghui-

accompanied chang t her job interviews today, did some christmas shopping, ran some errands for tomorrow's big day, and did some last min touch up. very tired now. :x hopefully things will turn out just the way i want them to be! :)

and ugh ok the jobs stuff is starting to drive me mad. heck, dont care luh i just send in dates im free for now. never mind they clash. ltr then see how.

and tmr will be the first day i wil open my email as though im opening presents. teaching attachment results early Dec out!

yawns. ok time for lit. sitting by the com waiting for an email has been futile, because the person just called and say tmr then send. :\

-jinghui-

today's study day and im feeling moody and sleepy alrdy. :x lit p4 seriously suck ok cant wait for it to be over!!! :(

and Discovery camp replied!!!!!! yay i got selected!!! :D but im not teaching little kids :( got selected for p4~6. uhoh. :\ i really want p1s......:\

but ok im still excited :) waiting for the other job t give me schedule so i can max my time and juggle 4 jobs. :) nana says im crazy but i think i'll be happier this way than lazing at home. i can earn $$$$$ :D hahahhaa. those days tt i gt nth t do i might go back t my old job. :) :) :) yay! but of course i wanna go out with baby too :D been waiting for so longgggggg :) hehehe.

and i intro chang to a job @ Royce that pays quite well! chang if you get it, you owe me one. ;) so picky you know you ugh. haha

okay back t lit.

-jinghui-

i REALLY hate it when i cant control my life. like hanging in the air, cant plan my events properly. :x sometimes, i think my OCD is worse than nana's.

but ok on the bright (and not so bright) side, i happily apply for jobs until now clash. :x too many! and shoot, its v irritating i have t sit and wait for discovery camp t reply b4 i can take up the other pending jobs. grrr. :\ but ok im REALLY pleased the jobs are all v suitable. imagine! days of teaching children!! :D omg yayyyyy! :D

and my sunday buddhist lesson tch asked me t go back and help :) more than willing to! its teaching childrennnnnn :D and i gotta give back smthing right??? :) i always feel really good after gg to buddhist events or hang out with my BFY friends. as much as i hate big grps and hate gg all the way to habourfront, they always make me reflect on how i shld act and what i shld do. i feel like a bitch everytime i go. :x not a very good thing, but i think i just found my new year resolution. Be nice! :)

the past few days have been fun fun and fun! got study, but not alot. :x hahaha. but okay im starting to see how funny motherland is. Terry is hilarious!! hahahaha. BNW is boringggg. Tempest is draggggy. ok its lit p4 i cant expect much. :x but still! cant wait for it to end i wanna workkkkk.

i wanna buy my own laptop!! :) and my very own first Kate Spade bag. saw sth pretty :) and omgggg the polka dot case i like is sold out :( hmph.

ok gotta go prepare. kbox with family and baby! :D

YAY! darling's bdae is comingggg. christmas is comingggg!!!!

-jinghui-

jobs are everywhere!! :D i dunno why ppl say they cant find jobs. there're so many options out there i cant pick!! :D hehehehe. i really wanna work soon :) really cant wait for next week so i'll know if i get discovery camp and teaching attachment! i REALLY hope i get teaching attachment. :x been praying for it. :)

gonna cele ling's bdae tmr. :D she's clueless as t whr we're gg. :D hah.

met meanie today for dinner. sometimes, i feel like giving her a big hug but thereafter strangle her!! :\ meanie please go for it. nothing to lose you know, really. if you dont do sth soon seriously im gonna take things into my own hands.

and ok i wanna lose weight. im serious this time. :\ i think all the fats go to my tummy and butt area! like ghetto leh. :( :( HMPH. darling, can we play tennis and go running soon??????? :( another reason why i want discovery camp apart from having fun with children: i can lose weight running after children! :D

now tell me again, why is it that ppl dont wanna be mothers? :) <3

and im so excited about next tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :)

-jinghui-

today is a busy day! :\

but i feel v accomplished. :)

and OMG now i really cannot wait t go workkkkk :D so excited! so many jobssss :) :)

ok i need to get past the thorn (litp4) sticking in my ass first. bleah.

and i wanna go out with babyyyyyyy :( hehehehehe. cant wait so excited!

and the first step of my plan is carried out :D if it fails, plan B wil start! :) :)

-jinghui-